Somehow I know

Somehow I know that ..
Everytime I remember
That image and what
I seemed to surrender…>You always was there
And showed me you care.
Somehow I know that..
Aldought it's too late
I still want to go back..
Back to our first date
And smile together,
Like it’s forever.
Cuz when I were with you,
I know, it felt that way
And a picture or two
Makes me just say:
''I really want to fly
With that white butterfly
On this grey,
Sunny day!''

Behind your blue eyes

Behind your blue eyes
I seem to realize
A diffrent size
And more new lies
Behind your blue eyes
I seem to make compromise
But now I see with my own eyes
I should been more wise.
Behind your blue eyes
Rest all your lies
Behind your blue eyes
Our images rise
And slowly dies
It s all behind your blue eyes.

U're so vain

I said u are so vain
I know u don't like it,
Now I see all the rain,
But I misjudge all of it,
All the rain... in my life
Thought u were somebody
But u trown that up; bluff
U're so vain, as anybody.

This Christmas

This Christmas is the one
In many years that makes
My days brighter, it lights
Cuz i'm with someone

That loves me truely
Right now it snows
These stars are lovely,
And this magic shows

A much happier Christmas
And you, with a red ribbon
Under the tree i see;
There's only you and me:)

It's Christmas

It’s snowing everywhere
And I feel that this special night
Lights our souls and over there,
In the sky, the stars are so bright.
And it’s so little time till
Santa’s sleigh will appear
And this magic will stand still
And it will join us , my dear.
It’s snowing above the trees
And on these solitary streets
And I hear that jingle bell, so sweet
And feel the joy in all melodyes.

Get loose

Sometimes i remember
The darkness from my past
But i try to surrender
These ugly thoughts n the last
Things i heard from you,
The things that i said too.

The words are keep playing in my mind,
N spinning me around
N ure reflection is directly on my sight
N i'm falling on the ground.

It just feels like harder to breath
I don't wanna be the one that choose
To feed these wounds from underneath
So i end this game and let loose

My emotions, thoughts or heart
Cuz i don't wanna see us apart
Anymore,
Same as before.

Don't let it go

I played my part
Kept my heart tight
But I never thought
You'll end up caught
In this faithless trap,
And will made me drop
This stupid act
So I guess I want u back
Come and stay another day
Cuz all I wanna say...
Tommorow everythig
Will be alright
And this bad thing
Will be out of sight
Let this day be bright
Let's not pretend
That we're so blind
Cuz I can't stand
When I hear your name
Everywhere,
When I begin to remember
That day in september;
Cuz it makes me smile
And I fell I like it for a while.

What u've done?

What u ve done? U’ve broken the trust
U erased some
Painfull memories,
Drawn all posibillityes
For us to be together
Cuz u know that without pain
There is no such as true love
And u’re heart can’t melt the chain
Or the snow flakes from above.
Remember the nice days
The happy times
The worst times
The painfull and sad days
Because these are the ones
That keeps us align
That makes our springs comes,
That makes our love define.

Ganduri printre randuri

Ochii tai plang dupa mine
M-am saturat de-ale tale suspine
Vrei sa-ti spun cine
M-a indepartat de tine
Si simt cum noaptea vine
Si vrei o explicatie..in fine
Vrei numai cuvinte pline
De intelesuri-stii ca nu e bine

Pentru ca nu mai conteaza,tine
Pozele cu noi, caci in rime
Imi aduc aminte de tine
Si adieri de vant line
Erau menite sa ma aline
Caci doar in a ta imagine
Vadeam raul din mine
Si am obosit sa tot alerg in nestire,

De a noastra amintire
Ce a ramas in nemurire,
Vreau sa sterg a ta fire
Sa ma desprind de o amagire,

Sa simt o noua iubire
Pleaca si sa nu te mire
Caci numai a ta privire
Ma face sa simt o veche traire,
O falsa iubire
Fiindca in a ta gandire
Inima este goala si fara simtire

Iar iubirea este obsesiva;
O dependenta masiva.

Would u be yourself or play a role?

Would u be yourself or play a role
Cuz I don’t wanna waste my time
Cuz everyone has their own goal;
Don’t wanna see our feelings die.

Would u understand if I say no,
When u say the words, say it right
Because I can’t seem to let this go
And I don’t wanna see us apart.

So don’t pretend , don’t be someone else
Don’t lie to yourself, be true
I want some answers , not to end this case
Because I feel that my best is you.

Human heart

I’m waiting on the bridge
I think I misjudge
The human heart
Crossed by cupid's dart,
So vulnerably and weak
But ure heart’s full of ink
I can’t really touch it
Not even a bit
But I can feel ure scars,
Ure soul against my bars,
Willing to get out
But prisoner ,no doubt.
All I want is u to be all mine
So stars can really shine
Above the sky
Without u wonder why
It’s still dark inside
While time goes wild.

Like an artist

Sometimes there’s too much blindness
All I wanna say is
Aldough sometimes life’s full of uglyness
U can also take this
As a test of knowing your strongness;
Stay tall against the world’s darkness
Try to see more, try to hear less,
People are mad, do all kinds of mess
They are sure they can really guess
Life’s game, but u know god bless
All of them , then u start the dance...
As the artist paint his first painting
Inspired of life’s happy ending
As the actor said his first words
Of meaning, he tried to heal wounds
As the dancer danced his first dance
And brang smiles to everyone’s face
As the musician sang his first song
Wainting for everyone to sang along.

Breakaway

The only thing that’s on my mind
Is the glace old road I need to find
My eyes don’t seem to read the sign
Show me the light, don’t be so blind!
Life’s a gamble I can say,
For living u need to pay
Waiting for a better day
A chance for a better way,
But our leaders seems to fail.
The only thing that’s on my mind
Is to break your rules, so be kind
Let’s make them hear us tonight
The only thing that’s on my mind
Is to breakaway this night!

Straina

Vad in ochii tai numai iubire
Dar ar trebui s-o iei ca amagire
Si doar dintr-o singura privire
Te-am facut sa crezi o povestire.

Si poate acum esti doar confuz
Sau usor incepi sa innebunesti,
Simti -in sinea ta -tot e obtuz;
Durere refuzi ;dar tot o doresti.

Fiindca tot la mine te aduce
Printre amintiri simti ,te seduce,
Te ucide si apoi un gand te duce
La cerul negru,amar si dulce.

Ca sa te pierzi in sufletul meu
Iar printre lacrimi si suspine
Caci nu voi fi un tipar de-al tau
Si tot ce sunt eu imi apartine.

Alegerile sunt cele care ne definesc

Apropo..n am mai scris de mult..sa vedem, alt subiect, alte idei, alte ganduri-->ganduri bine-intentionate, zic eu:D

Ceea ce ma enerveaza ,dar rau de tot enerveaza!! …este ca persoanele care par oarecum ‘’apropiate’’(adesea superficiale in prietenii si sentimente) sau dimpotriva , oameni pe care abia i ai cunoscut: sa fie ascunsi, sa traduc..sa nu spuna ceea ce gandesc si ma refer chiar si la detalii minore. Caci pana la urma detaliile fac totul, nu credeti?!? Si ei o fac unii din complezenta(ceea ce nu e asa de grav) ,altii pentru un interes, interes atat de ascuns , incat incepi sa ti insiri in minte sau sa ti imaginezi tot felul de chestii fara a stii exact ce iti imaginezi, cantaresti gravitatea vorbelor,apoi te gandesti dc ar putea fi real si cealalta varianta stii exact care le sunt interesele si incerci sa te aperi.

Sunt si repet inca o data , o persoana careia ii place ca cei din jur sa fie directi,atunci cand le o cer. Si consider k fiecare este asa in anumite momente, chiar dc adevarul poate nu suna asa frumos,dar makr stii exact ce sa alegi dintre optiunea de a nu te interesa ceea ce cred (better choice) sau de a tine cont de ce gandesc (lame choice, aici depinde de cat de bine te cunosti,iar dc e sa le dai dreptate, e bine sa o faci intr-o oarecare masura,fiindca tu esti singurul care stie cu adevarat cum ESTI cu adevarat! )

Pentru cei care nu pot spune ce gandesc knd ceva ii enerveaza: ideal ar fi sa va inarmati cu rabdare,mult calm si comunicare,desigur, dar asta tine gradul tau de acceptare fata de imperfectiunile celorlalti.Iar dc esti o persoana care nu accepta , mai bine ar fi sa spui exact ce simti,respectand totusi limitele, fiindca numai asa se rezolva un anumit conflict( conflict ce ar putea fi chiar interior),deci in final tot comunicarea e solutia.

Sentimente-->Pe cine minti dc nu spui ce simti? Numai pe tine, si e trist..o zic fiindca m am convins ca cel mai mult conteaza fericirea interioara si e mai bine sa spunem ceea ce gandim in unele momente knd ni se cere asta. Caci pana la urma si persoana respectiva poate ar aprecia un strop de adevar mai mult decat ceva fals. De mentionat k in acest articol ma refer in special la relatiile interumane si nu neaparat relatii de iubire, deci e mai amplu si general ceea ce vreau sa zic.

Asa k invatati sa va iubiti mai intai pe voi insivi si veti invata sa i apreciati si pe ceilalti la adevarata lor valoare si sa i iubiti asa cum sunt, cu bune si rele, sau dc nu..esti liber sa pleci din cercul lor,dar sa nu regreti mai tarziu..vorbele spuse sau faptele savarsite; totul depinde numai de tine, alegerile fiind cele care ne definesc.

The city of dreams

I’m loving the soul of the city
With all the blood of the sky
Aldough it might feels like pitty
I am sure that I can fly.

Because I believe in the wisdom
Of the nature, somehow I’ll became
The one with it, just spread some
Thoughts of hope so that spring come.

In my fictional reality
I begin to realize
A different size
Just don’t wake me now
Cuz I dream with open eyes.

In lumea mea

In lumea mea,
Totul este amplu, sofisticat
In lumea mea
Simt k e fragil si totusi creat
Pentru mine
Caci perfect ne completam,
Eu si cu tine
Doar in oglinda ne imaginam
Doar tu, eu si cu mine
Visam ca este bine sa zburam
Printre ganduri si suspine...

N-ar mai conta,caci esti tu...

Fals, fad, totul rece
Pare pentru mine
Si doar un gand sau zece
Ma duc la tine...

Nu conteaza ce zic ei
Si nu pot intelege
Insa stiu ceea ce vrei,
O iubire fara de lege.

Innebunesc ,ma sufoc
Si totul e in mintea mea
Si incerc sa caut acel loc,
Sa ma regasesc in lumea ta.

Vis fara sfarsit

Tot ce a fost de la inceput

Intr-o clipa s-a ruinat,

Iar ce aud aqm e mut

Si ce vad pare uitat…

Ratacind printre amintiri

Singura, doar printre vise

Satula de atatea trairi

Asteptand sa treaca eclipse,

Peste sufletul meu

Intr-un vis fara sfarsit

Cautand telul meu,

Dar timpul e adormit

Unde totul e pustiu.

Si nu pot sa te trezesc

Caci ce am vrut sa fiu

E o raza… sa te incalzesc.

Don't tell me

When u’re leaving I feel like
I can not breath without you
When u’re smiling I am like
Hating all things that u do.

And I ..just wish that I didn’t
Feel like we’re so distant
And I..just wish that I haven’t
Seen this other side hidden.

I guess the love is so blind
Cuz I just can’t seem to find
Any reasons in my mind
Just give me one final sign.

Don’t tell me that it’s okay
I can’t try to believe words
Don’t waste them, we’re not okay
With them u can't heal these wounds.

U'd better go

Ure stupid game..

Got me so unsaine

Ure childish rulles..

The’re only for fools.

Don’t look back,

I don’t want u to see

These tears, f**k!

I can’t recognize me..

Step away from this,

I want u to leave

Go ahead , go, please

I just need to breath.

U’re sorry now, baby

But I don’t believe you

I hope one day maybe

U’ll learn to love too.

Tonight, our night

Let’s have some wine

Tonight the moon shine,

Come and dance ,hun

Let’s have some fun.

And it’s in the cards

For us to get together

Come, take ure awards

Cuz u deserve better.

And I feel that tonight

We should get much closer

Baby, it feels so right,

While we move together.

I can tell that u want me

Sooner or later u’ll see

Why, when , how..because I am

The one, u can’t missed her name.